crushed ;

2009-03-03T00:39:00.004+08:00

they told me tmw's the last day of work.
I want to stay, but I have other plans for myself.
and someone wants me to work at her place.
like, are you kidding me?
I don't like you! Lol
so I was thinking of finding another job FAST so she wouldn't pester me anymore.

I can't wait to get my pay.

I'm setting aside money to buy a Polaroid cam.

& the rest is to pay off my debts T_T

notice the new skin?
it's gonna be temporary I think.

2009-03-03T00:06:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA MR BEAN!!

2009-02-15T19:19:00.003+08:00

I'm havin a ball of a time chatting with MSN bots.

eRyy* says:

shut up

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

You shut up.

eRyy* says:

you shut up!

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

I'm trying very hard to be nice.

eRyy* says:

be mean!

eRyy* says:

hey!

eRyy* says:

why are you ignoring me?!

eRyy* says:

oh my god!!

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

Well you told me to shut up! >:o

eRyy* says:

are you mad?

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

Of course I'm not mad at you! Why would I be mad at you?

eRyy* says:

because I told you to shut up

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

OK.

eRyy* says:

sorry

eRyy* says:

I apologised!

eRyy* says:

omgg are you ignoring again?!

eRyy* says:

why are you being such a baby

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

OK, enough.

eRyy* says:

yeah, enough

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

Huh?

eRyy* says:

i apologised!

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

OK, no problem. Just don't let it happen again! ;-)

eRyy* says:

OMGGGGGGGGGG

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eRyy* says:

are you a boy?

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

Nope.

eRyy* says:

are you a agirl?

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

No...

eRyy* says:

are you straight?

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

My personal life is... er personal.

eRyy* says:

lol are you single?

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

What's so funny?

eRyy* says:

nothing

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

Fine.

eRyy* says:

are u gay?

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

Uh... my personal life is not really any of your business.

eRyy* says:

you are gay!

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

Let's talk about something else.

eRyy* says:

no, you are gay!

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

I'm afraid I don't have an answer for that.

eRyy* says:

you are a lesbian, right?

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

I don't think my personal preference matters to you.

eRyy* says:

yes it does!

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

It does not.

eRyy* says:

well, ask back

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

Hello again, eRyy*.

eRyy* says:

wtf

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

You humans really are charming.

eRyy* says:

thank you I am cute

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eRyy* says:

do you have a face?

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

In your face.

eRyy* says:

wtf

- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:

Oh, humans and their "slang." It never ceases to amuse me.

LOL hahaha so random -_-

2009-01-23T19:04:00.002+08:00

and Happy 20th Birthday NURSYAHIDA!

and my dear NUR TAHIRAH!

The two craziest people in my life (:

2009-01-23T18:59:00.003+08:00

FINALLY!

The last presentation of the year is OVERRRRRRRR.
Wahoooo! Left a few more assignments and we're done!!

It's 7pm here already... I've been here in the library since like, 2? Lol
I don't know what the hell I'm doing here.. But Jeff Dunham's shows kept me occupied.

I need to go home now... NOW!! I NEED SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

2009-01-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

ROFL this totally made my day. I admit I didn't have the balls to tap on his network.

I need an escape. All these assignments are driving me nuts. And I still have to care about my future.
Where should I go after this?
What should I do after this?
It doesn't help that I'm fickle-minded. I really am lost now.

Special needs?
Physiology?
Psychology?
PSYCHO?
PSYCHOTIC?
NEUROTIC? (Lol, word of the day)

SIGH.

I have approx. a month left before unofficial graduation.
Yes, GRADUATION.
Big thing, BIG DEAL.
I'm only looking forward to the end of all miseries - those shitload of assignments.
I'm not anticipating graduation day.

:(

Okay! Back to reality!
Presentation tmw!
*dies*

2009-01-09T01:46:00.005+08:00

My new grey lenses. nice? :)

Yay today was pure fun-ness.
I thought that facilitating the students during open house today was gonna be boring, but it was actually quite fun.
I relived my childhood memories with chapteh, zero-point and five stones. Can't believe I suck at every single game! Even a guy 3-4 years younger beat me in five stones, like WTH.

I bet my $10 bank acct none of you even KNOW how to play zero-point, right? HAHA

To kill time, I met up with Olinda's long lost twin to watch a war movie at the lib.
She cried when the soldiers died! boohoohoo :(
yeah, it's a really sad movie, of course based on a true story during the WWII DYNASTY LOL I don't know why we even study history when we can just watch these movies.
& we learn CHEMISTRY & PHYSICS better by watching Brainiac! TV progs these days are educational.

So yeah, I highly recommend this movie to those of you who love to watch really good war films. This particular one won lots of awards, so it was said to be one of the best war movie of the year! Go go go watch Saints&Soldiers! But you won't get nosebleeds cos there is no Josh Hartnett or Ben Affleck in this movie. hehehhe

The next best thing that happened today was THE helium-filled balloons.
WS & I brought one each home, & we started nibbling the mouth of the balloon in the bus cos we didn't have any scissors with us.
We recorded ourselves talking & laughing in our helium-ated voices.
Sucking in the helium felt good, but after that my stomach started to feel queasy lol
My voice was horribly SQUEAKY. It sounded so HORRIBLE hahaha but it was so much fun!

Haha........but all good things MUST come to an end.
I won't be enjoying so much after my driving lesson tmw.
I hate it I hate it I hate it!
I hate naggy people!

2008-12-31T01:49:00.003+08:00

YAY it's the 31st. (:

New Year resolutionS?

Lose weight
Lose weight
Lose weight

I 'm thankful enough if I get to shed at least 3kgs :(

I know, girls and their weights *rolls eyes*

Ahh.. But I'm not really looking forward to next year...

I'm looking forward to FIREWORKS!! Hehe

Okay goodnight, hope you guys enjoy! (:

2008-12-28T23:19:00.002+08:00

Finally went to shred those fats at the gym with N. Haven't seen her in a longggg time and it felt pretty good to have her around. That craziness she has will never go away.
We talked, and talked. Not those deep conversations people have over a cup of cappuccino, but just a light, simple conversation in a bus lol.
But somehow, she made me understand the things I've known for so long.
The things people tell me, the things I've heard; she made me understand them.
We realised that the people close to us aren't the ones most frank to us, yet, we believe because we trust.

Time passed by along with change.
It is expected, yet, when it happens, we are overcome with shock.
I don't know why I was shocked myself when I actually saw it coming.
DAMN YOU SLOW BRAIN.

But hey! on a lighter note, I've lost a few kilos!
clapclap
Thank you, coach N lol
I look forward to our next workout day~!

2008-12-11T18:24:00.003+08:00

I SOOOOO don't like this one particular girl.
Tagging at my tagboard "Aku benci kau"

NUR HIDAYAH BTE IBRAHIM you are BANNED from my blog!

BOO SAMA DIA!!
BOO!

BOO SATU LAGI!
BOO!!!

BOO MANYAK MANYAK!

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

This is her!!
If you see her, don't forget to throw everything at her!!
If gt nothing to throw, throw her better!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA
peace :)

2008-12-06T16:04:00.002+08:00

YAY!

I had my first practical lesson just now.

The instructor immediately took me to the road. And today I already know how to drive!

YAY!!

Luckily I didn't bang into a pole.. or go up the curb hahahaha

oh, and update on my brother:

He's behaving like such an ASS

But he wasn't as sad as I thought he was..

He's just acting like an .... @$$

maybe he's trying to mask his sadness.

hmm..

2008-12-05T15:36:00.003+08:00

Mel Yeo is sleeping on my bed now =_="
She has been sleeping on the carpet for the past hour and now she has shifted onto my bed and is singing "My back's ACHING LIKE CRAZYYYY~~"

HAHAHA
this girl is AWESOME. she can sleep anytime and anywhere. LOL

this sleeping beauty has been my partner in crime since year One.
Thank you for the joy & laughter you shared with me.
Glad that we made it this far. :D

2008-12-05T04:42:00.002+08:00

I found out yesterday that my bro's gf broke up with him.
He was so sad.

I don't like this.
I don't like that girls dump him like nobody's business.

I don't know what happened between them and I don't know why they broke up, but all I know is that when my brother loves a girl, he will love her with his heart.

And he doesn't deserve any more heartbreaks cos he's had too many of them.

Girls do that to him all the time. I don't know why they do that.
I don't know why they take advantage of him.

So, he's single now, and open for auction.
Anyone?
Anyone who knows how to love and care for a kind man's heart?
Anyone?

I know there's one person already waiting behind her newly rebonded, silky straight flat hair :)

2008-11-29T11:31:00.003+08:00

"Hey bloggie! Time for an update!"

"Update on what?"

"I don't know! My life's pretty mundane!"

"Really? How about you tell us about yourself!"

"Well, I'm cute, not the oh-so-self-proclaimed cute, but the really cute as in - "

"Blablabla..."

"Hey you mocking me?!! I got a SILVER for NAPFA and I watched NEVER BACK DOWN. & I can play basketball & I've made new friends from playing Saboteur at KAP McDonald's! Afraid of me now?!"

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Aiyah, I'm pretty much passing time... I'm meeting darling WeiSian aka Jaejoongie's Wifey later at 1 and I've not even bathed yet.

I feel so uncomfortable, like there's something, maybe some lost spider in my throat. These few days my knock-out time is between 1 - 1.30am.. & I accidentally fell asleep with my glasses on and I've forgotten to even brush my teeth!! puhhh.. My breath stinks.

and I woke up with a puddle of drool and some Sudoku book and pens and my hp. Eww I live in a sty.

So anyways, what should I wear later? I don't know.. I've never known what to wear for these types of occassion.

& I'm upset because one of my lenses suppliers didn't put me in the previous batch because of some miscommunication? I don't know.. Boo-hoo. Whyyyy do I allow such things to happen. SIGH-ning off now~

2008-11-15T00:01:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to ME!!!
& Hidayah Bte Ibrahim!
Yahooooo~!! *throws confetti*

I rock cos I'm finally 19!
I've grown into a more matured person.
You'll see no child-like Ery starting from tmw...

LIKE REAAAAAAAALLLLLL!!!
Hahahaha.
Now, let's pray hard and blow the candles.
(:

2008-11-14T23:27:00.003+08:00

Okay I think I've disgusted you guys enough so I'm gonna post about something else then.

This is what Photoshop looks like in real life! SO COOOOOL!!

K anyways, COUNTDOWN!!!

15 more minutes till I turn 19!!

:D

2008-11-07T01:22:00.003+08:00

I've come up with a method to keep me from snacking at night.

LISTERINE.

HAHAHA.
Listerine killed every single taste bud on my tongue
and I couldn't even taste anything just now.

Yay! A new step in my diet~!

And you guys gotta see this!! Hahaha so gross yet funny~!

2008-11-05T03:00:00.004+08:00

I owe a lot of people $$.

I owe my bro $50.
I owe my bro's gf $50+.
I owe my mum $200++.

I have debts to settle T_T
I desperately need a job, please!!!

& OH.MY.GOD.
My handphone bills!!
OHMYGODDDDD!!!

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How asians take pictures.

LMFAOOOO !!!

2008-10-31T22:38:00.011+08:00

Finally, the first assignment is over and done with.
This whole week I've been "flowing" along ever so smoothly. I didn't feel a need to rush or race against time, like what I've doing for the past 19 years of my life.
And for this whole week in school, I was my own princess. I felt the excessive NEED to look extra, extra pleasant. Why?
I'll tell ya.
BECAUSE I FELT SO FUUUUUGLYYY AND DISGUSTED LAST WEEKEND.
Perak refused to give me any reason to put on make-up. I felt so ugly and naked without a single touch of concealer. I really felt like dying. My mood did die before me though. I was SO sad, SO, SO sad. The life on my face just went POOF!
If I'm stuck in a desert and had to choose between water or make-up to keep me alive, I would grab the make-up in a heartbeat.

I was bored, so I rummaged through my drawers and bags to gather all the make-up I have.
Honestly I was pretty shocked at the whole bunch of make-up I own. But there are still more I've yet to buy.

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shameless, shameless&shameless, crazy, bumhead.

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Happy Halloween! (:

2008-10-29T23:32:00.003+08:00

YAY!! I passed my BTT!!!
Spread the joy to the world! hehe.

And I made a new friend today! Aaron's the name.
He finished the same time as I did so when we were printing our results, we chatted for a while.
Then we went to book a date for our FTT (hehehe it's in Dec. can't wait~).
While waiting for our turn, we sat together and he started showing me some SUPER AWESOME card tricks.
These tricks are the ones you saw on TV but you told yourself that the person's a fake.
This guy before me rubbed off the Ace of spade from the card and in an instant the whole deck turned into blank, white cards.
I was freaking shocked beyond words I almost cried because I thought he was using black magic.
He also freaking made the card I chose appear in between 2 other cards!!!

Like WTFFFFFFF!

This guy is super talented and freaky. I figured out some of the tricks, but the other tricks were like pure magic.
I even asked him if he's smart or I'm dumb.
I think he tricked me.
The next time I see him, I'm gonna pay attention!

Anyways, I met up with my mum after that and I FINALLY FIXED MY BABYYY!!
Sim Lim is a super great place with great help to help IT noobs like me with our problematic electronic technologies shit.
My lappie is shoopah fast now with a 1.12GB RAM!!! hahaha it's better than nothing.
And then tomorrow, I'm prepared to face the IT Helpdesk people for the 3rd time in 2 months.

Oh, oh! And I bought a new set of earphones~!
except that mine's blue. I hate pink because it reminds me of MEYAA.

2008-10-29T10:08:00.003+08:00

asdgfdsfg
I'm sooo pissed off right now.
I'm supposed to be at Fiona's class right to make-up for yesterday's absence.
But I had totally forgotten where the classroom is!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I have to make-up for another class.
I wasted my money on the cab fare. Give the driver tips some more.
Aiya. At least now I can start on my IEP..................

2008-10-29T01:12:00.006+08:00

The trip to Perak during the weekends was a really refreshing experience. I've never had that kind of experience before so I was pretty much awed by almost every single thing there.
The journey there was literally a pain in the ass. Sitting and sleeping on the bus for hours made my ass sore so badly it was hard for me to walk.
After hours of bus rides, we finally reached good old Perak. I love the scenery there. I wished I could bring my momma along. It was really calm and peaceful... a way better treat than the massage that left bruises on her back lol

anyways, the river-rafting was alright. There were times when I was nearly thrown off the raft. hehe. Actually I was expecting it to be a more aggressive roller coaster ride. oh wells, maybe I'll go there another time.
The last morning we were there, we went trekking deep into the forest and we found a mystical waterfall. haha.
It was rather therapeutic with the waterfall massaging my back. Way better than the one I had to pay $175 for. This is FREE.

Along the way back to where our bags were, my mood started to turn sour because of the leeches on my neck, arm, legs and thighs. I fucking hate the feeling of them sticking onto me like my spawns. I had to suffer the whole time.
One %&@$* guy attempted to burn the leech of my arm but he FAILED. he left a burn mark on my arm instead.

so anyways, the whole trip was pretty fun and exciting. The new people I made friends with were fun and awesome.
How could anyone forget Suria, the super spastic and comical guy.
Mervyn & Earnest, my juniors from Coral Sec.
Ruth, the faithful partner.
Bruno, Sumaw, Bin Hwa, Siddiq & Vanessa, Spongies.
AND... MELISSA YEO BI NING (:

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I really need my beauty rest.
& I have my BTT tomorrow.
HELP.

2008-10-28T03:57:00.002+08:00

new skin.
a fresh new start I guess?

DAMNNNNN I need to fix my laptop.
Again.

2008-08-07T17:53:00.004+08:00

Phuket Paradise~!

My brother went to Phuket with his gf and friends! The first picture is taken at Phi Phi Island~! Very nice right? Feel like you're "LOST"? LOOOOLLL

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I've always been a disappointment to some people, and it sucks to let them down.

But this time, it's one of the rare times when I am disappointed in someone.

I feel sad and angry, but the feeling of disappointment is strongest.

Very, very disappointed.

Disappointed.

You disappoint me.

ARGHHHHHHHH

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2008-08-06T22:50:00.003+08:00

WAHHHHH *cries*

I'm already missing Fadz.. It's been like, 2 days already? I seriously miss her a lot. That night when her family & I sent her off, I was crying shitloads of tears cos:

#1: The bus was seriously late.
#2: I couldn't get the cab until the last min.
#3" I'm gonna miss Fadz :(

Yeah, I'm emotionally sick. SO?!?!

After that night, I knew I had no one else to hang out with. She was always the one person who was there to keep me company, and she was always the one person to keep boredom from killing me.

So, yesterday, I made a lazy trip back to school (NP) to hand in my last pieces of trash, and then return my super overdue library book and paid my school fees.

Then I went to collect my Biometric passport (hehe ^^) LUCKY the picture was in black&white.. AND!!! the shitty thing is that I have a new passport no. like WTF?! not funny okay..

Then while I was waiting... Shiraz msged me and told me he gt 2 free tickets to watch "Journey to the centre of the Earth"! & I was the lucky person he picked to watch with! Yay! Free movie ^^

I had like... 2 hours to kill. So my brother fetched me from Lavender and I complained that I was hungry.. He brought me to some place he said sells "cheap and nice food". A stall at Arab Street.

I was a noob. I didn't know how to order, and the person there kept looking at me and smiling at me like as if I was born dumb. Let me get this straight. I'm not. And the reason why my brother told me to order the food was bcos he wanted to see me embarrass myself, and he always had a good show to enjoy.

Anyways, I begged him to accompany me for the remaining hour, and he freaking dragged me into 3 to 4 shops selling all the fishing stuffs.

It was hella boring bcos I wasn't interested in this whole thing.. and he knew. He purposely did that.

So when we were heading to our car, I noticed this shop "No.1 Costume Costume!" and we went in. It was so big! A costume warehouse! Like for Halloween and stuffs.

I've never entered shops like this before so I was like "Wah" this "Wah" that. but the scary thing is that.. I couldn't freaking distinguish between a real human and a doll because they all look the same O_O

Then they have those kinds of Mascot. so cute! they have the gingerbread man! ANd condom man! so cute! wahaha but we had to leave because me brother wanted to shit.

Then I met up with Shiraz to watch the movie.. It was alright, nothing really exciting. not really good though.. I don't recommend this movie!! hahaha.

But I had a really fun day with my brother. That was the first time I went out with him and we really enjoyed each other's company.

So, this Sat is National Day! Yay~ since FAdz is not here to watch the fireworks with me(Boohoo), I already booked Malik to go watch it with me! Yay~! He's my only hope LOL cos I think my older brother would be watching with his gf..

So yea, if there's no other friend to turn to, you've got your family members! I'm so gonna force my brothers to keep me company for these 3 months :)

PS: Fadz, don' forget the promise! See you in 3 months' time! Take care (: & Thank you!

2008-07-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

attachment has literally become a nightmare.
I dreamt that I had forgotten to go for my attachment...
then I had to make-up for it! but there's not enough make-up days because all the days are already taken up.
Then I can't make-up.
Then I fail this module..
Scaryyy T_T

I'm sooo sick now.
headache... Headache!

I hope I can do this.. arghhh FIGHTING~~

2008-07-08T00:20:00.002+08:00

My brother's leaving for NS in less than 10 hours' time.
and guess what my mother bought?
a COMB!! COMB!!!
get it?!! I mean, who the hell combs their bald head right.
Funny or what.

2008-07-06T01:37:00.003+08:00

you know, I think I have short-term memory loss.
I do something, and the next thing I forgot what I did.
and I even forgot I even did it!!
like WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!! how can these things even happen?!!
I'm just 18 OKAY. not even looking forward to my 19th.
eh eh eh. approx 4 more mths to my birthday! OMG!!
I suggest you start saving a dollar a day now cos by the time it's Nov the 15th you'll have enough money to buy me presents.
OKAY??

so anyways, Ida was a great help today(surprise, surprise!).
glad I had someone to help a procrastinator like me to start on things that were already loooooooooong overdue.
after that, we went down to the green 24 hour shop to buy supper.
sitting on the floor with a steaming cup of Tom Yum noodles and facing the roadside at 11pm makes me feel poor, but happy.
yes, I was happy.
I felt the rush of freedom I was longing for during that half hour we were there.
It almost felt like running away from home for a few hours, just to let go and run away from reality.

But after that... AiiiiYAAAAAAAAAAAA!
can't run away too far.
reality is always chasing after me. can't run too far cos reality has a good stamina but I don't HAHAHA I'm starting my crap fit
melissa has an AWESOME stamina. she participated in a 12km marathon and came in 4th like WHAT THE HELL. good or what.
I bet she can outrun reality huh.

reality is like my bloody cock up phone (see, I'm starting on my swear fit).
my super stupified version of a hp is freaaaaking screwed up already.
I think my hp got Trojan virus......... WHO WANTS IT?!

I love my shooopah cool new jacket! making people like (Ida) jealous is an addiction.

2008-06-15T23:09:00.002+08:00

Happy Fathers' Day, FATHER!

Initially wanted to buy cheap ginseng for my dad.
but he's so Indonesian-fied that he prefers Indonesian Jamu but I don't know where the hell to find those Jamu.

Then, maybe baking a cake for him wouldn't be that bad.
Ran out of sponge cake flour so I added all-purpose flour.
Halfway through, the stupid machine got jammed.
I used the conventional hand-whisking method instead.
The chocolate part - left a bit of cocoa powder. I didn't have icing sugar so I used granulated sugar instead.
I then added in hot water cos I thought it would melt the sugar.
Instead, the should-be chocolate frosting became super runny.

Ahh, it sucked. It tasted like.. shit. haha
But my father didn't complain, yay!

I figured maybe it would be best to just buy him a cake.

hehe so anyways!

I cut my hair!

The only person other than my family who has seen it... is Li Shi!

HAHAHA my hair rocks, thank you!!

2008-06-02T00:31:00.002+08:00

tmw's my frist day of attcahment at a dreaded far away place called Tampines.
I don't like traveling to my new childcare. I'll have to exchange buses too you noe~ So ma fan aka leceh.
Aishh.. be strong ery. you can do it. First day first day first day. bad day bad day bad day. I know it's gonna be bad! I can see the future already! sigh.

well, today had helluva fun at noraebang~! hehe.
first time karaoke-ing.
sing sing sing
sing till our throats hurt.
but we can still talk like usual. it's not sooo bad till we lose our voice.
It's fun lah, but I think I over-strained my vocal cords~~ hahaha
of course.. professional singers need to train their vocal cords too~ haha
I can proudly say I sang the best out of the other 2 hoe-bags !
Ida & Fadz ALWAYS sing out of tune.
tsk tsk tsk.
then, shameer had rented a car for a day and had picked us up from the bus stop in front of my house..
he drove for another few metres to drop me off at my carpark. hehe.
his driving sucks. he braked and sent all 3 of us kissing the back of the front seats.

after that, my stray cat Momo ran away from me.
I hate these kind of cats.
they only come to you for food and free scratching massage.
If not, they'll ignore you.
they're worse than humans :(

2008-04-22T17:13:00.001+08:00

Haha funny video. getting pissed off because of the subtitles LOL

2008-04-01T01:18:00.002+08:00

UERRRRGHHHHHH. What's with technologies these days?!
DO NOT. I REPEAT. DO NOT TRUST THESE TECHNOLOGIES.
Do not rely too much on them.
They'll turn their backs on you one day & *POOF!* your pictures & songs & impt files are gone in less than a second.

Damn you. Damn damn damn you stupid viruses.
Go & rot in hell.
Damn you mofos who sent those viruses.
Damn you.

& don't ever expect me to go online because I OFFICIALLY HATE MSN.
DAMN YOU MSN.
You are the sole distributor of viruses.
Damn you to hell.
Don't accept anything that's being sent to you by me.
'Cos those are called stupid damn #%$*ing viruses.

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MEYAAA I miss awak too!
I want to bake the tartlets for you.. but.. I lost the recipe :(
I'll try to find it. Anything for you, my love.
AHAHAA. Prepare for the 14th.
It'll be the continuation of my quest to make you PMS everyday.
See you in school!

2008-03-26T02:00:00.000+08:00

This is very interesting. Enjoy.

2008-03-20T14:42:00.001+08:00

LOL.

2008-03-16T23:26:00.003+08:00

okay so here's what happened.

I helped a poor, homeless man who was robbed of his money a few weeks ago.
I befriended him because he looked lonely.
This was how I approached him.

"HELLO! I have been meaning to ask you this. Do you need any help?"
He thought I was referring to donation, but I asked him if I could carry his plastic bags because they looked kinda heavy and he looks slightly old.

And he said "Yeah, sure. These bags are kind of heavy."
So I followed him to NTUC to shop for his supplies & paid for his things (out of pure generosity).

But the shitty thing was, I gave him my number.
He asked for it, & because I am innately dumb, I gave him my number.
I didn't know how else to say no, but I purposely confused him by repeating the number unnecessarily. I did not do this because I am mean. I did this for my own safety.
God knows why he wanted my number.

So yeah, don't be a shithead like me.
Think twice before you do something.
Your decision might affect your future >.<

2008-03-14T14:03:00.007+08:00

Pictures ^^

Baby Boom!

From top to bottom: Syasya, Imran, Anna, Yaya, Eshan & Aniq! This is just 6/9! Haha I don't have Dyna, Shira & Nur's pic with me.

Best Shot!

Zouk Ladies' Night!

Is that even human? Hahakz! Kidding!!

&..... BONUS MINI PIC SPAM OF THE ONE BIATCH I'VE ALWAYS HELD GRUDGES AGAINST.

okay I feel bad.... nice-r pics of her (:

I'll photoshop some of the pics if I have time. Till then, enjoy your hols (:

2008-03-14T13:07:00.002+08:00

hehehe nothing much to blog about but..... I PASSED!!!
hahaha I made it through this year, pple. lol
I'm so glad my GPA increased like, TREMENDOUSLY, even though it's still below 3.
But hey, I improved! muahahaha.
& finally, after 1 n a half years, I finally get to see an A on my result slip even though the subject is not really that important. Hahaha :P

OMG!!! I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I PASSED!!
THANK GOD, MAN!

Hope the rest of you did well too. yay~ time to celebrate.
YEAR 3, HERE I COME!

2008-03-13T12:23:00.004+08:00

I think it's finally time I update my blog.
It's been soo long!
You guys missed me, don't ya? hahaha

Woke up early-er this morning from a nightmare.
I think I worry too much about my results till they haunt my dreams.
I thought our exam results are out today but it's actually tmw.
darn, stooopid.

Now I'm all wrapped up around my blanket and surfing the net like a cool kid.

It's been raining for the past few days --- not that I dislike it.
I welcome it even more! Come, rain. Come!
Wash me~!

I love rainy days!

And to celebrate Joti's happy 19th, we went to St James to play bowling!
NO, DUMB. We went there to club.
It was fun, especially when they're there with me.
Who? -- Fadz, Idz & Jotz (:

It was a great idea to wear heels there, bcos I KNOW we blended in really well.
We were afraid we would not look as matured.
Looking tall + make-up on our faces had proved our maturity :D

But our laughter never made us appear older -__-"

Ok, I had to leave earlier than them. But soooo what?
I woke up earlier than them!
THOSE 2 PIGS ARE STILL SLEEPING YOU KNOW.
The other one more is a morning pig. Hahaha.

"How's life?"
A question Mello loved to ask.
god, I miss her.
I can't wait to see her again!!
But thing is, I really don't know when school starts you know...

Ouh yeah.
How's life?
My life is starting to mature --- looking forward to outings with friends, shopping, clothes, EARRINGS, FEMININE STUFFS...... EWWWWW.
I'm not reaaaaaaally ready for that change, but I'll have to learn some day.
Ahh, the one thing I really want to do is to love someone :(
I'll show him the list of places I want to go & he'll HAVE to bring me to those places.

Yes, I've got them all written down during work yesterday.
Hehe.

2007-12-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss
But I only slept with you, because I was pissed.

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I thought that I could love no other
Until, that is, I met your brother.

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Roses are red, violets are blue,

sugar is sweet, and so are you.

But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead,

the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head.

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Of loving beauty you float with grace,

If only you could hide your face.

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Kind, intelligent, loving and hot,

This describes everything you are not.

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I want to feel your sweet embrace,

But don't take that paper bag off of your face.

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I love your smile, your face, and your eyes --

Damn, I'm good at telling lies!

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My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife --

Marrying you screwed up my life.

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I see your face when I am dreaming,

That's why I always wake up screaming.

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My love, you take my breath away --

What have you stepped in to smell this way?

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My feelings for you no words can tell,

Except for maybe "Go To Hell."

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What inspired this amorous rhyme? --

Two parts vodka, one part lime!

Hahaha! found this somewhere thought I would share.

2007-12-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

Watch this! Fastest stripper in the world... in just 7.31 seconds.
Hahaha I actually laughed. The way he stripped was so funny haha. His reaction in the end was cute.

2007-12-12T16:03:00.000+08:00

I finally have time to update. Here's the fun I enjoyed and the fun you guys have been missing on.
WARNING: Image heavy!

Baby-sitting at Sentosa

I was supposed to baby-sit my 3 year old cuzn, Tisha, but she wanted to follow her dad to work so together with Shiraz, we set off to Sentosa. It was fun while it lasted.
THE BEST baby-sitting experience ever.
We were all by ourselves the whole time we were at Sentosa. No adult supervision and the freedom to roam about anywhere. Got free rides and free entrance to Underwater World.
Tisha was sucha good sport. She didn't complain when we walked all the way from Imbiah station to Rasa Sentosa hotel. Imagine how far the walk there was, but he did not once ask to be carried. She can be much more matured than me sometimes! She's..... I dunno how to say it. She's just so lovely.

Baking Pizza during SYC

My mom made the pastry! so proud of her! We made pizza while other made pancakes, apple crumble and muffin. DELICIOUS! My pizza was half-cooked so it doesn't taste as nice as it should but it's good! It's edible and you won't get diarrhea.

Meyaa's Bdae

I grabbed the opportunity to experiment my make-up 'skills' on Guan Wei while waiting for Meyaa to reach home. We had planned to have a surprise party at Meyaa's house with the help of her boyfie. It worked tho. Look at that flustered face! Happy 18th Meyaa! :)

Botanical Garden

I think the lesson learned was "Visit Botanical Garden often. You might just chance upon hotter Caucasian guys one day." The Australian kids were SOOOO cute! Since ECH is girl-dominated, lots of girls flocked after these two cuties. They must have felt really lucky to be surrounded by girls. Everyone wanted to take pictures with them. The baby has piercing blue eyes......

Zouk Out

Finally I'm legal to enter these places! hahaha.
Yeah, ZoukOut was fun! I met my brother's girl-friends, Roxanne & Crystal.
The fun thing that happened was, during the traffic jam outside Sentosa, these 2 sexy girls had escaped their cab and went to hitch a ride in any car... And my brother's friend's car was the lucky one. They just sardine-ly opened the door and entered his car like nobody's business. Hahaha so funny!
I made friends with them and got to know they are sisters. One's Marillyn and the other one is Myra or sth. They're really fun, friendly & funny pple. Crazy at times. Like, never judge a book by it's cover. Marillyn has an awesome body man! so jealous. hahaha. They are the 2 girls in the 3rd pic. I had accidentally taken that pic of their back n butt but that's the only pic I have of them.
Many things happened. It was around 5am when I started to get really tired. I rested for a while and unknowingly, fell asleep. When I woke up, it just felt like a dream. What happened the night before was so hazy and rushed.

MCR concert

It was last night. I will never forget this night! The turn-up wasn't disappointing, I guess. There were quite a lot of pple there.
GERARD WAY IS SOOOOOO HOT. hahahah Omg I saw him & I was like AHHHHHHHH hahaha shit I started to hyper-ventilate there.
It was VERY fun. They were awesome man. I enjoyed it, but the thing I regretted most was not pushing my way through to get to the front when I could! SO SADDDD. If not I can see them more upclose.
Anyways, I took many vids of them performing, but I'll only post up one, cos the rest is solely and exclusively for my good friend, NUR FADHILAH.

& yeah! I know there are lots of December babies out there & don't expect me to rmb every single one of your bdaes cos I'm very forgetful! So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all December babies I know & can rmb: Meyaa, Tai Si Hui, Hidayah, Azwani & also to those I don't know or have forgotten, I'M SORRY.

2007-11-28T18:40:00.000+08:00

I scalded my chest area this morning.... and it hurt real bad, physically AND emotionally.
I never really liked having scars on my body, but after this morning, I realised that this is reality and shit happens.
I'll just have to live with it, whether I like it or not.
I told myself that I can't have everything to look perfect cos well, no one's perfect.
I assured myself that there are others out there whose scars are even worse; first-degree burn victims.
I'll just have to tell myself that I'm lucky mine's just a small patch.
Why am I making a big deal out of it? It's just a small scar.
Thing is, there are certain parts of the body that different people treasure, be it the hair, teeth, nose or legs. Well, mine happens to be the upper torso area.

No, not the boobs.

I treasure the skin on my body cos it is much more flawless than my acne-disaster face.
They are like my source of hope to feeling good, ya know?
Ya git ma drift yo?

So that's the reason why I'm fretting over something some people find unworthy.
I'll be looking forward to getting more scars since I HAVE NOT GOTTEN CHICKEN POKS YET!
Ahahaha! Or is it chicken pops? Iono. Heh.

So, YA.
This is life ya know? You live once, and in this lifetime, you'll get more than you bargained for. More shits are waiting for you. Hahaha.

A piece of advice: Learn to adapt, accept things, and move on. You'll make it through ;)

'Museum' Outing

Two similar purple boxes, but what's different is what's in them.

I didn't bother opening the other one -_______________- thanks for the perfume Fadz!!

This is Tahirah being..... Tahirah :)

This kid from my childcare slipped this feather into my pocket while I was busy controlling the class. I didn't remember it was there until I took out my hp and the feather dropped to the floor. Awww... Isn't she sweeeeet?

Mello & I :)

Trying on Nad's shawl. Spot Nad.

BONUSES:WeiSian WITH EYELINER. I REPEAT, WITH EYELINER.

ANG HUISHAN. Finally managed to snap a pic of her.

That's all folks! ;)

2007-11-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

When my life is void, music fills the space.
When everyone's mad, you came to stay.
When I'm sick & tired of everything in my life, I have no one but myself to turn to.
I am my confidant.
& I'm telling you, it's hard facing the music alone.
It's so empty and quiet.
Sometimes I wish there is a hand to hold on to, so I know I'm not alone anymore.

2007-11-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

here's my revenge to those idiots who post my pictures in their blogs.

met fadz at TP just now

too bored..

& here's my mum. asked her to pose nicely...... SIGH.

2007-11-21T09:44:00.000+08:00

My 18th birthday has THE best birthday memories ever.
I received THE best presents.

themostungratefulfriendever Idsy gave me some retarded G-string & a wtf drawer.
but I appreciate her thoughtfulness FOR GIVING ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT AFTER 6 YEARS OF NOT GIVING ONE.

I received more presents during our family b`dae celebration last sat.

Nima gave me a stalk of rose and a cute balloooooon~! we were so sad cos the balloon string got loose from its hold and was blown away~ SIGH.
& in addition to the hairclip, dangling earrings, $40, a towel set & an adidas bag, I GOT A BLACK UGLY SCRAPE on my elbow bcos SOMEONE & I decided to try a circus act.

AND...

Mummy gave me the green light to get my own phone
& I BOUGHT ONE YEST! MUAHAHAHA

So cooool~

thanks for bein SO PATIENT fadz.
I owe you LOTS!
<3

17 Nov

I only choose pictures where my face looks OK. & this is the only pic & everyone's in it.

PICTURE PERFECT ;)

2007-11-15T21:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH ERY ROSA INDAH~!!

today's my day :)
I love 15 Nov.

thanks for today, girls.
you girls really made my day :)

thanks for the chocx & card; judycassiemichellesockyeewanchingtaisihuiweisiannicolehuishan :)

thanks for the handmade card & THE SUPER DUPER SMALL PIC; MELISSA :)

thanks for the 'house of sweets'; Cynthia!

thanks for the lovely card; tahirahazurayokieaeen

thanks FADZ, IDA, QAI, NAB, FIQAH, NIMA & DALE FOR THE WISHES!

and to all, thanks for the wishes & hugs!

oh wait, did I miss some pple out?

HAHAHAHA!!

CHEW GUAN WEI, DIANA TAY & UMAIRAH BTE ABDULLAH.

these people are 3 of the few lovely and thoughtful creatures you'll ever see walking on the surface of the earth.
they are one unique species; one of them loves to eat organic food & lectures us on what's good food and what's not, the other one is always quiet, but hell, her jokes always crack me up! & the last one, the bimbo who constantly PMS-es at me 24/7 but will laugh the next minute.

thanks for the lovely surprise, the delicious cupcakes, the 'handsome' frog prince & the thoughtful letters.
thanks for putting lots of thought and effort into this whole thing.
thanks for everything.
you guys are the best.
I can admit I've never felt this touched before in my life! AWWWWW~
thank you sooooo damn much!!
whatever we had before, whatever we have now, and whatever we will have later in the future, I will always treasure the moments AND will never forget this day & you guys!

PICS :)

I don't need a frog prince okay................. XD

OUH YEAH.. almost frgot... HAPPY 18TH HIDAYAH!

2007-11-10T14:04:00.000+08:00

Woooooot~ Fadhilah & I & some other peeeeepos!

Hehehehehe.....

2007-11-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

I dunno what got over me, but on the way home with WeiSian in bus 151, I asked her if she wants to see this beautiful glass house I was always attracted to.
I knew it was a crazy idea to just stalk someone's HOUSE, but I didn't care since my friend was equally crazy -- or even crazier.
I had forgotten which bus stop we should alight at, but luckily this lady pressed the doorbell once I saw the striking glass house.
We got off, and I immediately led WeiSian up the walkway.
Standing before us was this HUGE 3-storey house with large glass windows around it.
WeiSian literally looked like this ---> O.O

HAHAHA.

I'm sorry, owner of the house, for snapping this photo of your extravagant house, but I just couldn't help it. Can you give this house to me as a birthday present???

After that, we walked around more to see more crazily expensive villa-like houses. WAHH.

I dunno what's wrong wimme today, but I actually went shopping for birthday presents.
Yeah, i did.
I even got them wrapped.

I've never done that before.

Weird.

2007-11-02T14:20:00.000+08:00

Just got back from school.
It's like raining damn crazily here lah!
I saw a streak of blue white lightning when I was in the bus on the way home.
DAMN FREAKY LAH.

I dint have an umbrella with me, but I was planning to just run home from the bus stop, but a very very very kind hearted lady who fetched her daughter from the bus stop, offered to send me home cos coincidentally, she had an extra umbrella with her.
I declined but she insisted so I just went with her, since she lives somewhere near my house.
I couldn't stop thanking her cos if I were to run in the rain just now, I could have been struck by a lightning and be a burnt chicken.
Yeah, but after she left, I wanted my mom to pay.
Yes, PAY.
I wanted her to see how pitiful I was, drenched in the rain, cos I don't have a freaking phone to call up someone to save me from the rain!!
So I sacrificed myself for my plan to GET A HANDPHONE by standing just a few feet away from the shelter and soaking up the rain.
Happily, I took the lift.

When my mom opened the door, she was like "Awww.. So pitiful." Yeah, thanks. :D
"Why didn't you call -- oh, you don't have a phone." Glad you know!! Hahahaha.
So, I'm not sure if my plan worked.
I'm not sure if I'm finally gonna get a hp.
I'm gonna have to wait and see what she gets me for my birthday. :D :D :D

2007-10-29T22:00:00.000+08:00

wahhh I dnt think I'm a good blogger.
Well, I dnt even know how to be one!
I rarely even update. well, maybe it's bcos there's nothing much to talk about. :(
I feel soooo damn useless.
I tink I'm gonna fail this Sem.
I feel so blur, always not paying attention in class, especially when Tahirah's beside me.
We actually counted the number of times Suriati said her trademark "YEAH?!"
Around 71 YEAH in less than 45 minutes.

proof:

cool huh?

but a lecturer Cass knows said 230 YAs in one hour! RECORD!

I feel something's wrong with me these few days.
My mind's like not with me.
I forget to refill my contact lens case.
I forget to bring my towel to the bathroom.
I take something and just left it somewhere, then I'll go searching for it.

gosh, I'm starting to get senile.
Or have Alzheimer's disease.
puahaha. no, dnt start cursing me.

I drew this! an artistic impression of my 3 crazy friends. yeah, they look like buddha.
stole this from Weisian's blog ^^

this is what TAhirah & I drew in class today since we were bored.

2007-10-19T17:30:00.000+08:00

today was fun!!
only 2 modules... and the modules didn't REALLY have anything to do with children, so it was fun.
during AST, we did free writing.
Initially I didn't know what to write, so I just introduced myself and started talking shit about my brother.
why?
cos he stole my money.
and the whole 3/4 page was about my brother bein a liar and a stealer!

after that we had this sharing session and we got to talk about a good or bad teacher we know.
of cos, I talked about THAT LEONG.
I should've talked more about her famous old school goggle specs and her face which resembles a goldfish.
Everybody knows that. HAHA

anyways, I did something awesome yesterday.
I reformatted my lappie on my own!!!
WOW!! hahaha I am seriously so proud of myself.
Now all I need to do is install Audition........hahaha
I need to install all the other softwares, but I'm too paiseh to go back to the comp office.
They have already seen enough of me. I went there like 3 times this week!
The person at the counter was like ".....you again?" HAHAHA
nevermind I will get someone else to go on my behalf.

2007-10-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all!

It was a great Ramadhan, and now I'm looking forward to collecting $$$, lose the weight I gained, and of course, Monday!! the first day of the second term. dang, I will be graduating soon. kakakaka~!

so! lotsa things happened during our fasting month! pictures I would like to share some pics with you guys, just cos my brother got a hp from my 1st bro :)

Malik took this pic of me swinging my head like a model *ahem* It's a very nice "motion" picture lols

I took anything and everything once I got my hands on his hp ^^ I like this road.

Just the 7 of us, breaking fast at Simpang Bedok.

my fav. mirror :( sad that it's gone now.

Fadz being sucha nice friend to help me paint my room. thanks loads fadz <3.

fucking retarded picture of him with stockings over his head. so funny!!

magic: floating ciggies pack..

Before haircut pic / Outing with Ab&Malik. Malik's sucha sweetheart. He paid for my haircut and bought me new slippers. thanks <3.

Went out with Ida to search for a "professional" bag. Hung out at Mac before cycling home like crazy when I saw my dad there.

Had a greaaaaaaat 2 months vacation. Back to school on Monday. See ya in school! Taaaa~

2007-09-15T00:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!
LET'S SING A BIRTHDAY SONG FOR MY BROTHER!

*sings*

OK! he turned 26 half an hour ago! ^^
what prez should I buy? I'm still thinking. I still don't know what to get him... like, he already has everything. hahaha
nvm I'll go window shopping tmw.

yes! finally, my built-in wardrobe is done! It's so nice and big!
I can store lots of stuffs and my things won't go missing anymore.
I realised that my clothes took up more space than my bro's.

haha I was happy until I saw my results.
It was rather disappointing.. cos my GPA dropped to 2.76.. a mere 0.4 drop HAHA
but it's OK cos I'm OK!
it's OK... it's OK... at least I passed. haha.
more C's this time.
B's are like slowly disappearing...
and A's are like... nvr there haha.
AD's.. non-existent. HAHA

but it's OK! cos i'm OK!

so, tmw I will be getting my bursary @ Vivo!
will be watching Ratatouieeeeeewhatever before the thing starts.
my brother's Gf, her sis and my mom will be there to support me! yay~!

I need sleep. Today is the second, no, third day of Puasa!
& I'm still going strong!! I can do it!!

2007-09-02T03:33:00.000+08:00

just got back from work! received $66 today... cool right?
the reason why I switched on the comp is to play audition.
I miss playing audition HARHAR

anyways, today we served the VVIP guests at Traffic Jam@Padang!
IT WAS HELL.
we stood & walked ard for approx. 4 to 5 hrs.
No break. The place was hot & stuffy.
We didn't stop working until abt 10.15 where most of us went to retire.
I sat and talked with this guy who worked at the Carousel.
His name is Paul and he's a cute Filipino softie who talks really sweetly and softly.
Gosh, I love him.

We talked abt anything and everything, from Singapore to prostitutes & transvestites to plastic surgery.
I like the way he talks; he expresses his thoughts and feelings about something rather metaphorically.
He's funny and really fun to talk to!
Anyways, thee's this other softie, Yanto. Omg he rocks too.
After the whole thing and all 14 of us had to squeeze at the back of this airtight lorry, Yanto was like "Omg, tak[not] glamour..."
HAHAHA I was laughing my ass off when he said that, with his oh-so-slang language and his hand motions LOL
Funny pple - they made my day :)

While we were sitting at the curb beside Padang, there were this 2 drunk British/Americans - White pple - who asked us for a cigarette lighter.

WOW they amaze me.

They just knew each other and they are like already hanging out and the guy wanted to date the girl and stuffs.
The girl doesn't seem to like the guy very much.
She was trying to push him away and reject him but he tried many ways to win her by singing her a song and dancing on the streets.
He's definitely drunk.
She sat beside us and we were like the middle person. Dunno whether to side with the girl or the guy.
When she finally got pulled away, she whispered loud enough for me to hear, "Fucking Angmoh Bullshits"
I was like *shock*.
She must've really disliked that guy haha. I bet she has been living in Singapore for quite long bcos she spoke in abit of Singlish like "Nemind" instead of "Nevermind" and.... "Fucking Angmoh Bullshits" lols.

Dangg, what a day.
I was so tired by the time we reached the hotel.
My shoes were killing me!
I need to buy new shoes!!!

2007-08-31T23:46:00.000+08:00

wow work yesterday sucked =X
met other workers and they were really nice to talk to.
the pple who came; not so friendly.
prolly bcos they're rich. haha
I accidentally spilled soya sauce on this person's bag and she like freaking complained to my boss. But luckily he didn't get mad.
BUT SHE!! she should've understood cos the plate which contained the soya sauce was small and almost flat, so of course it would spill right.
GRRRR.

anyways, Irene Ang and Timothy Nga were there too!
Timothy Nga looked really good offscreen & Irene Ang's body was SO slim!! She looked really good! and I saw Timothy Nga's handwriting! Har-har.
Okay anyways, Irene Ang did a short stand-up comedy, and it was very funny haha.
And after that there was this Magic show! so SHIOK!
haha I was fooled but the act was so... real and the way he did it was so believable like that.

anyways, the fun part was after the whole thing! the food was nice and we ate with Timothy Nga.
well, not really with him but his table wasn't really far from ours. HEHEHE.
after work, at abt 2am, me, Ids, Zaini & Shameer hung out at Mcdonald's and we saw lots of *them*!
there were 3 initially.
from our table, we watched their way of picking up guys. It was really cool being able to watch it first-hand! ^^
One of them looked like a real girl! Omg! she was SO pretty! but a bit too skinny. two of them managed to get the guys, and they left their friend who wasnt so pretty to eat at her table alone.
so sad :(
I wanted to call her over so she could sit and talk with us lol.
actually me and Ids wanted to talk to them, and know more about them.
I mean, I know they're really nice pple. I don't find it disgusting bcos they are transvestites.
But the thing I found most disgusting was the guys who offered their money and body to them, or flirted with them, when they know real well that they are actually Males.
you know what i mean? well, yeah.

2007-08-29T13:05:00.001+08:00

The greatest irony of love:

Loving the right person at the wrong time,
Having the wrong person when the time is right,
And finding out you love someone right after
That person walks out of your life.

And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
Until you see them smile at you again,
You'll suddenly realize that you're really not.

For some, they think that letting go is one way
Of expressing how much you love the person,
By sacrificing your happiness for theirs,
Without realizing that the other person's
Doing the same thing for them.

Most relationships tend to fail
Not because of the absence of love;
Love is always present,
It's just that one is being loved too much
And the other was being loved too little.

We always fall in love with the person we think we love,
Only to discover that what we loved about them fades.
Bad experiences are always remembered,
But it's the wonderful memories that are captured
To remind us that there are brighter days ahead
And that happiness exists.

You need to learn to let go when you're hurting too much,
Realize that sometimes love just isn't enough
And accept the fact that things aren't always gonna be the same.

There is someone out there who will love you more.
It's all the thought you put into your decisions
That impairs your judgement
When your heart already knows what you need to do.

Listen to your heart. Even though it's on the left side, it's always right.

--- <3

2007-08-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hello.
how's you're teeth?
not good?
It's plague.

LOL I love that Colgate adv.
the lady is like so professional. :D

NEW SKIN! Nice? Heeee. Ilike the blue2 part.. but not the brushes. but it's okay! It's still nice.

How was Ninja-do?
AWESOME! I learned DEFENSE TECHNIQUES!
so cool~! Thank you my friends, and everyone out there for supporting me :D
If you want private tutorials, pls feel free to contact me :)
I can't wait for them to teach us how to scale buildings or jump from tree to tree. HAHAHA!
SO COOL RYTE!

and you know what's cooler?
Exercising.
Yes, I went to exercise at Tamp stadium with Idsy this morning!
YES! THIS MORNING! I woke up at 6! What a miracle!
But we only ran like what... 1 round around the track?
& we were already half-dead before even reaching the finish line.
How cool is that!
But we kinda brisk-walked for 2 to 3 rounds. Heee.
At least we made efforts to burn some fats!

Good Job Ida! Give a pat on your back!

We will try again next time :D
Anyone wanna join? Hahaha.

It's cool though. Very refreshing. Especially when it started to rain in the aft.
WOW. so beautiful! the wind is sooooo cooling. NICE.
But then after that we went to eat at Century Square.
Haha I felt so high~ and Someone made Someone fart!

2007-08-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

guess what?!! exams are over!!
yay~ I just finished playing Audition^^
haha so fun~
yest I had Ninja-do!
you hear that MEyaa!? I joined Ninja-do!
It was kinda embarrassing cos I saw Diyanah there with her friends. kekeke.

anywhos, this is just a random post cos I havent updated for quite long..
Im not a gd blogger, I noe lols.
I'm starting to get addicted to Honeydew Milk Tea!
my brother loved it, & im starting to get addicted to it. it just tastes so nice.
now strawberry ice & choc ice don't appeal to me much. haha

hmm.. oh!
I met nab the other day in the bus! haha we frigging missed each other so much.
she's still tall, cos shes a netballer. & met sven also. he's tall too, mayb he's a basketballer cos nab was holding his shoe bag.. so yeah.

today's paper was GREAT cos i get to finish it.
I felt sucky on fri cos I couldnt finish my other paper.
not enough time.
most of them complained that there was so much to write about. I have to agree also!
bt this time, got lesser things to write, and I dnt really panic.
tahirah and I we were so happy it ended! & then she strated telling me abt her fav. story! haha.
waited for the bus.. I had to wait fr the third bus cos the first 2 buses were full! damn packed, couldnt fit in.

but when I was walking home, I saw the uncle riding bike selling ice cream waiting outside Coral pri.
cos I miss eating ice cream, I bought one Choc chip! it was nice.. I was walking happily then I dint realise my jacket dropped at the center of the road.
A cute little boy ran from the playground all the way to the road shouting
"Excuse me! excuse me! your black thing drop! that thing! never mind I go and take it for you!"
he's sucha sweet boy! he looked left and right before dashing across the road and getting my jacket for me.
that was the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me lols.
he is really helpful.
I dont know what his motive was, whether he wanted me to treat him an ice cream, bt I just laughed and said thank you.
I continued walking, and I realised I should've treat him ice cream man.
so slow.

he's sucha sweet boy. HAHAHA no Im not pedophile lols.

ok gotta chiow chow chow now.. wana watch movie.. wad movie should I watch.. EYE 10?! cos I bloody hell missed that movie!
It's so hilarious and scary at the same time. Haha a must watch!

anyways, if you guys are bored, play this game www.deathball.net/notpron/
trust me, its not pron. it's just a hard riddle. hint is, make use of all your internet knowledge. not a point&click game, but try to make use of the address bar as much as possible.

oh, and also this game.
very fun and addicting ^^ http://www.telford.com.hk/game/taoti.htm

enjoy~!

2007-07-31T19:49:00.000+08:00

DIARRHOEEAAAA!! DIARRRRHOEEEEAA!!
I HATE DIARRRHOOOEAAAA!!

is it spelled that way?

2007-07-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

ahhh I've got a cut on my forehead. >.<
was sleeping in the bus then my head kena the railing then it started bleeding.
haha exaggerate. wasn't bleeding so much lah, just abit only.
huuuuu~ so sad.

LAST SATURDAY!!
FIREWORKS!!! wahhhhh~ so nice.
me qai fadz n idz went to watch the fireworks!
was so happy ^^
we bought a dozen donuts and some bags of chips!
and it was fun :)

I'll ask Ida for the pics ok?
then I'll rmb to post it ok?
OK?!! hahaha

ouh yeah, ZAINI! thanks so much fr the video and 2 pics.
better than nothing.

you suck.
hahahaha kidding!

handing in DLE assignment tmw, then I still got my essay and then my exams then the end of Sem 1!!!

weeeee~

nights!

2007-07-16T01:11:00.000+08:00

Ouh yeah, Yvonne wanted me to do this. Fiqah asked me to, but I don't understand what she was trying to tell me. haha

To write 6 weird things about myself.

Please read the rules first: each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) I write notices and "reminders" on my full-length cupboard mirror to update and remind myself of what I should be doing cos I forget things easily.

2) I like to make stupid expressions cos it somehow makes me happy.

3) When I... I.. Aish. Next.

4) I... I still. Okay nvm.

5) I love Harry Potter.

6) When I have a mind block, I can never complete what I am doing. Like right now.
Who am I going to tag?!

next 6 very weird persons i'm tagging:
- IS THE FIRST 6 PERSONS WHO READ MY BLOG, OK?! Don't cheat ahh...

2007-07-16T00:47:00.000+08:00

ahhhh!
I don't want to say it...
but I have to.
I HAVE to say it.
otherwise...
otherwise........!

ok... I'm gonna say it.

once and for all.

yes...

I'm gonna do it.

ok....

I LOVE HARRY POTTER!! not the character but the movie!
You should watch the Order of the Phoenix.
I don't know what the title has to do with the story itself..
cos I didn't see any phoenix... neither did I hear anything about it.

anyways, it was an AMAZING movie!! so cool~~!!
I would give it 5 stars plus 2 thumbs up.

I used to dislike watching Harry Potter but now I've grown to like it more and more.
I love every single series or sequel or whatever cos it's like totally addicting. hahaha
I've yet to watch Goblet of Fire, and Sorcerer's Stone. haha

I don't know but I think I'm going crazy over this movie. I really think I am.
I know I'm a bit slow cos the Harry Potter craze started years ago but I've just started liking it now.

*dreamy sigh*

Fadz, Ida & I nearly cried when Sirius Black died.
It just touched our heart knowing that Sirius was the only person Harry trusts. HAHAHA
I'm so dramaaaa~

Anyways, there were Darth Vader look-alikes HAHA we laughed. but they didn't have the lightsabers. haha

Yeh, we enjoyed ourselves. especially ME.
cos I couldn't stop myself from praising the movie over and over again.

ahhh, yes. I love the movie. I love it I love it. I love it.

stop!! stop!! stop talking about HAryy PotteR!!!

2007-07-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

work was fun :)
bt it certainly was very tiring.

2007-06-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

I went jamming with my bro & his band mates the other day! :))
so fun. I met this girl Maggie who is Fesyal's gf! She's from a design course in TP. lucky ryte..
She was the only non-ex-coralite there. haha
anyways, zai drove us to Beat Merchant to jam. His dad's car is so big! when we reached there, the person dint bring her keys so we waited for her to go home & get her keys and come back. meanwhile, the guys crapped. I went to play with a cat then this kind man who is the owner of this shop gave me a slice of cake. haha so lucky ^^
then after jamming we went to eat at Far East then drove all the way to Bishan to fetch Tasha from her workplace then went to Marine Parade to send Maggie home & Malik went to meet Talissa! hehe. We went rounding at Marine Parade and gossipped about Malik & that girl, his progress so far and all. haha. then we went to pick Malik up. The journey back to p.ris was a peaceful one. zai drove while we rested, some slept. It was a great day out with them, cos they made it fun :)

& the BEST saturday night/sunday morning I've ever had was last night/this morn!
hahaha my brother invited me to go gaming with them at Katong. I was uber excited it took me 5 mins to get ready. It was alr 1am when we reached there. there was my brothers & my older brother's friends & me.
we played BF2!!!! ^^
& guess what, I PWNED THEM IN THE FIRST GAME!!! hahahahaha
I whooped all 5 of their male asses and got first place for Top players & top scores(medic)!
haha it was fun! even though everything started to go downhill - I didn't get into the top 3 or top scores - I still enjoyed it. I got first place for my team scores sometimes (^_^ hehehe) & our team won thrice while my bro's team only won twice! hahaha but they are all really great players. They scream & shout all they want. I was only there to have fun, and I had fun by cheating. MUAHAHAHA! but there's this other guy who played really well. He's really good. & my bro is a good commander!
anyways, that was my greatest achievement/significant moment in my life. I can really write this in my SAM assignment... REally!! hahaha.

and after gaming, my brother & his friends raced through the night. My brother's car went up to 180km/h & I was like.. WOW. It was an awesome night out. I mean, seriously, I'm thankful for all of this.

2007-06-20T00:59:00.000+08:00

omg.. you guys. you just HAVE to watch these two clips.
Britain's Got Talent. WOW. simply amazing.

and... the final :)

2007-06-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

YVONNE GER, I'm so sorry I wasn't reacheable.
bt I've already replied to urs & eileen's email a while ago.
really sorry for the delay >.<

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omg there are so many assignments!
& they are due sometime next week.
ahhh I'm so dead.

I have my SAM, DLE, CD 2.1, FP & FM... & also SCV!
OMG!!
I have started on DLE & CD2.1 thank goodness.
My mind is so completely blank.
I duno what to write for FP & SAM.
die die die.
see la, play Audition some more. haha.
It has become an addiction! help meeeee~

Ok I'm goin to tell the world my schedule, so I can remember to follow........ & so you guys could noe.. for fun. lol

TMW: CD 2.1 meeting
Wed: FP
Thurs: CD 2.1
Fri: SAM
Sat: Free; play audition
Sun: Free; play audition

lol can? can lah. haha

TONIGHT? : GET OFF THE COMP & START SEWING!!

2007-06-12T11:18:00.000+08:00

weeee~~ gd aftnoon SINGAPORE!!!
hahaha. I had my beauty sleep and now I'm getting ready to go to cynthia's house to do some sewing~!
should I cycle to hougang int?
I could lose some weight :)
& I could also lose my way :(
ok see you pple!!

Photoshop! (im so into it)

Before:

After:

Before, After, After(Robert Redford kekeke):

I made him look so plastic in the 3rd pic HAHAHA bt at least I made him look at least 20 yrs younger.
Anyways, I know my PS skills aren't that good, but I'm making lots of effort to improve on it. =D

2007-06-11T15:10:00.000+08:00

ok now look out your window again.....

HAHA just kidding.

it's about time I update my blog. been busy with stuffs lately.
no lah, actually I dnt have much things to talk about since my life's so mundane. haha

UPDATE! went to JBP yest! =D =D =D
what's JPB?!
JPB??
JPB?!
JURONG BIRD PARK!! haha & do you noe that there's a Jurong Reptile Park too?
yeah there is.
yeah ok so I had to wake up super early @ 8am.. and otw to pick fadz up at her hse, I saw alot of pple exercising and just walking around.
I was like WOW, there is life in the morn. I thought everyone was still in bed.
ok FF to JPB.
my cuzz suggested that we go for the SMOU thing first before the food runs out but we went to the BIRD SHOW instead!
WOAHH I tell you, the show... wuahh.. freaking impressive. the birds were so amazing. I find myself clapping and wowing at almost everything.
This is the first time I've been to the JPB so that's why I was super. In a good way. haha
the parrot can talk & sing you know! & his voice is so cute. haha he can sing Rasa sayang and a chinese song, can count to 10 in both Eng & Chi.
wow impressive *claps*

next we went to the SMOU fair. they gave KFC meals, like any other years. I love the games. BINGO wah gerek. My niece & nephew need to run to & fro whenever the mad rush no. is announced. Faisal so chiong he even knocked down a chair when he was running haha. then there was the lucky draw. we waited till the end but sadly we didn't win anything. =(

then fadz & I had to leave cos she needed to go Bras Basah (spoiler lah FADZ! haha jkjk). My cuzz, niece, nephew, fadz & I took a tour around this dark owl exhibition thing. It was really dark, seriously. I find it hard to find my pple. I got slight night blindness some more.

ok then.. the moment I have been waiting for... JENGJENGJENG.

THE PENGUIN PARADE!!! hahaha so cute! they really look like HAppy Feet characters you know. Their fur (or feathers) is so pearly white and clean. The way they walk also so cute lah. Wahhh I was tempted to break the glass and kidnap one and keep it in my freezer. Too cute. Faisal got on the platform and took videos of them. He was that excited.

Okey after that Fadz & I left, but Kak Tipah & her kids stayed. I had a great day with my family. Had so much fun. I brought home a free cultivated pearl and a cute glow-in-the-dark sheep ($3.90) as a souvenir from JBP. =D=D=D

After that we took a train to CT hall. played fadz's PSP (SUPER fun). when we reached CT hall, we actually spent almost half an hour seacrhing for Bras Basah Complex. We somehow landed outside MOS. We dunno how the hell we got there. We were that clueless & directionless. But I've explored the other side of Spore. I've never been there so I forced Fadz to take pics of me with statues and buildings. Singapore, an interesting place.

Tired, we took a cab. We reached there within a few minutes! BRAS BASAH COMPLEX IS BESIDE NATIONAL LIBRARY!!!! HAHAHAHA.. we were so bushed & shagged. haha I kept using that 2 words for one whole day. bushed, shagged. bushed, shagged. fadz got her supplies for her clothes thingy then we set off to find my shoe.

after 2 hours of searching, I finally settled on one. But I might be refunding it soon. I dunno why I'm so fickle-minded. It's a long story and so complicated. ok, long story short, the shoe didn't have the size I wanted so I made a stupid & rash decision to buy that sized-7 shoe. We went to eat at LJS. Cute guys. It's such a sadddddd night =(

Eh wait. a Qn. for those who rmb my muddy and faded blue shoe I had that was stolen, do you know the size of that shoe? 6 or 7? or 6.5? I NEED YOUR HELP! please tell me. thankQ..

Ahh.. a long day yest. You know what I dreamt of last night? I smoked. and I also ate the KFC chicken I didn't finish yest. hahahaha.

2007-05-09T16:07:00.000+08:00

Look out your window...
Isn't it a beautiful day? some pple would describe it as a gloomy day, but I just love today's weather.
Feel the cooling and soothing wind, look up to see the cloudy skies, and the calming smell of after-rain. It's like aromatherapy.

WOW WAHHHHHHH SO NICCCCCCCCCCCEEEEEEE!!!

If only it is like this everyday, it would be like heaven.

2007-05-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

today is like the most embarrassing day of my life! A LOT LOT LOT of things happened today.. one hell of a hectic day.
I was so drained by the end of the day.. It's a very very hot & humid & sunny day today.. GLOBAL WARMING PEOPLE. it's getting worse everyday. so save as much trees as you can.

I think most of my energy was used talking and laughing.. cos I spent my break with Guan Wei, Diana & UMAIRAH. kekeke
I dunno, but I find happiness and satisfaction in annoying the crap out of Meyaa with my fringe and everything else. She hated my hair; I dunno why -- it's my hair, not hers. She said it's disturbing LOL hahaha so I accidentally gave her scissors to my lecturer cos I thought it was my lecturer's. &So sorry Meyaa, I really thought it was hers. I'll get it from her k? Wait long long. hahaha I'll get it for you next week lah..

FM was boring like hell... I could only understand during tutorials, but not lectures.

SAM can be fun, but I think the teacher made it boring. haha the activities are really fun. she told us to make a card for one person in the class.. but I dunno who I should make it for. I wanted to make it for my mum for Mothers' Day.. what a filial daughter :)

I was already tired by the time it was DLE. The teacher... Aiyooo dunno what to say. She's funny lah! She doesn't know how to spell pple's name! Like Hannah, she spelled 'Henna'. Then Bridget was "Bridgitte" then the worse was Ranjini, "Rayjina" then she gave up then she spelled "Ray". hahaha she's so cartoon. & whether she used her mic or not, it makes no difference cos her mic is spoiled, but she didn't know it so she kept yakking and yakking throughout the entire lecture. haha
Li Shi & Vivien sat beside me.. so we exchanged those number riddles.. I gave them mine but it backfired!! cos I accidentally gave them the answer!! haha but Vivien didn't play it right. The answer should be Kangaroo but she said Dog so I was like, "WHAT DOG?!" haha then we started laughing.. By the end of the day the lecturer already know my name. "Ery, what do you think of the picture?.... This side, Ery side, do this... Ery side don't do that question, do this... Ery, what's the difference between supervise and nurture?...."

but the worse part has yet to come... THE BUS SCENE.

I didn't take the first 151 bus cos it wasn't air-conditioned so I waited for the next bus cos I thought it would be air-conditioned. But aft abt 15 mins of waiting, it wasn't air-conditioned but anyhooo, I just boarded the bus. I sat at the backest back of the bus cos the normal 2 seats were taken. I sat bside this guy in yellow bt had to move in a lil cos pple wanted to sit. It was so hot and since I was so exhausted, I laid my head back and dozed off, confident that I wouldn't embarrass myself. I was sleeping, and sleeping.. suddenly I felt my head lean on something very soft.. I was sleeping and dreaming but my brain was still working and I remembered that before I slept, I laid my head back, so how come I feel something soft? I panic then I immediately opened my eyes and saw a familiar sunny yellow colour shirt. My head was leaning on the guy's shoulder all the time but he was kind enough not to push my head off his shoulder. I thought he was sleeping also but when I lifted my head up, he opened his eyes and readjusted himself comfortably on his seat. SO EMBARRASSING LAH HAIYOOO! llllllucky the guy not cute. haha if not I'll immediately jump off the bus. I wanted to apologize.. I mouthed "Sorry" to him but I doubt he could see it cos I wasn't even facing him.. He was listening to his iPod so no use if I apologize.

I have experienced many embarrassing moments in the bus but this is by far the worst. Sometimes when I sit in the bus and see a girl in front of me, swaying her head violently then hit the window, or resting her head on someone else's shoulder, I couldn't help but laugh softly. I wonder if others were laughing at me from the back when these things happened to me.

Haiiii.. such a long post.. I dunno what I'm rambling abt.. so long as you guys can understand, it's okay. haha. nightey nightey!

2007-05-06T00:04:00.000+08:00

kekeke...
guess what...
GUESS WHAT?!
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I GOT A NEW HAIRCUT!!
hahaha I can admit that my hair makes me look alot more stupid and funny but believe it or not, this is the first time I don't regret cutting my hair!!
partly maybe bcos I owe Fadz... cos the other day I told her to cut hers and it didn't turn out nice and I felt guilty so I cut mine and it dint turn out nice either... and so we're even now. haha see! I'm sucha great friend!!
but I also want to try sth diff. I don't mind going to school with this uggg haircut. It looks funny but I feel happy I dunno why. muahahaha.

yest when fadz came over to accompany me cut my hair, she was so happy and normal.. but by the end of the day, she was already too pissed and exhausted. hahaha
I bugged and annoyed her for ard 4 hours straight & it felt good, but she was mad like hell. she PMSed with me for one whole day. I'm glad I have someone to talk to and play with hehehe.

when I reached home aft the haircut, no one was home. I was like WHAT THE HELL no one told me they are going out.. bcos I have NO FREAKING HP I had to go to the shop to use the 10 cent coin phone but unfortunately, the shop was closed. I forgot that the shop closes every Friday. but anyways, I went to the shop in front of Coral. My mom said they're all at IKEA... I was like WHAT?! I heard my father curse me at the background. haha "Suruh bawak kunci tak bawak, Bodoh dia." translation: "Told her to bring key dowan, stupid she." haha

I bought Choc ice cream at the shop then wandered off into the night. I dunno where to go, I just followed where my legs led me to. I went to this blk near WS where I always saw this cat. He's friendly so I thought I would find him and play and talk to him.. I trained him to jump up the bench I was sitting on by brushing my fingers against each other and say "Puss puss!" SO CLEVER!!! *claps*

I played with him for a while.. used tissue paper from the floor then he shredded the tissue into small pieces and littered the place. people walking past either thought I'm homeless, a loner, or just plain crazy. the cat got tired playing wimme and left me for some other cat. I felt betrayed so I thought of walking in the park but I was afraid. hahaha so I went to the library to kill time. yes, the library. but the trip there was worth it!! Cos there's this new librarian... he's so HOT lah! he didn't use uniform like the others, just casual clothes. he's abit botak but good-looking. I almost dropped my books when he walked past me(exaggerating). ahhh no further details. kek.

so I reached home at ard 9... my parents bought new pillows for my brothers and I and a new bolster for my mom(extra.. haha). I'm still attached to my pillows so I won't let it go for now.. haha

so that was the first time I ever felt so free.. going anywhere I want to.. it just felt great. I especially liked the pathway from WS to the residential areas because along the pathway, you can look up and see sooo many stars in the sky... and everything around you looks so beautiful and serene. It immediately puts your mind at ease... *dreamy sigh* haha weee~

I think I'm gonna get a cold or fever soon cos I got headache ah. I feel so light-headed I wana sleep. OH BTW! my bro bought clothes for me!! he ordered it from a friend who went to HongKong(I just have to brag abt it) the other day. HAHAHA I'M SO PROUD OF MY BROTHER... he finally got me clothes that fit me right... cos he usually bought clothes that are tight, or super tight. hehe

OK good night people! Oh BTW! I saw BATS just now!! serious!! at Pasir Ris.. not one or 2 but MANNNNY!! scarryyy~~ my mom also scared. haha so we ran off. OKAY I WANA SLEEP BYE!

2007-04-25T20:31:00.000+08:00

I finally got the chance to go to IKEA!! hahaha. It was fun, cos we get to sit on the bed and lie down and I LOVE THE KITCHEN!! It's so beautiful, like those type of American kitchens. love it, love it!

Then Ida & I went to GIANT yest! hurhur. the place is so damn BIG! I like the floor tiles. so smooth, we can slide ard. I don't really like the trolley, cos it's not as easy to handle as NTUC trolleys. this one a bit diff to turn.

TODAY!! NO LESSONS TODAY!!! HAHAHA sooooo coool. but still need to wake up early. why? BECAUSE OF NURFADHILAH BTE MAZLAN! hahaha we went gym-ing today! wooooo~ I'm soooo happy. why? cos I lost weight!! HAHAAA ok since there's the new bus 5, the walking distance from the bus stop to the place wasn't far, but we still need to climb up the hill. There were 2 guys in front of us, from the back view they look kinda cute. Fadz was drooling (hahaha, exaggerating). Other than the 2 guys, there weren't other good-looking guys. Mostly were fathers and grandfathers.

So we headed to the badminton court first. We had the place all to ourselves! I really like the space there, so big. It was still kinda stuffy even tho we opened the doors. We played barefooted! hahaha it was much more fun playing barefooted. We talked all kinds of crap while playing. WE REALISED WE HAVE ALMOST THE SAME TASTE AS EACH OTHER! from hobbies to boys to animes to whatever. hahaha so shocking. anyways, I won. yes self acclaimed victory! hahaha my smash was "fuhhhh~" Woah I'm sucha pro (kekeke.)

like I love GIANT & IKEA & the badminton court because the space was big, I like the toilet too! yes, bcos the toilet is BIG too. & so clean. I like the full-length mirror WOW.

okay, then we went to the gym. There's this Club assistant who is very kepo. The way he carefully approached someone and kindly and softly informed them that their attire was inappropriate, is just plain freaky. He is like so secretive. He will lower his head and whisper to you like he doesn't want anyone to hear what he's saying. Then he will inspect every single person in the gym. But he's nice and helpful. After the exercise, I lost like freaking 1kg!! hahaha Ida! the weighing machine at IKEA is faulty. I trust the weighing machine in the gym. my weight is 2kg lighter! REALLY! haha

Feeling elated and satisfied, me & fadz went to have a shower. WOW! I like the toilet! It's big, and the shower cubicle has a soap dispenser. kekeke. we went to Eastpoint and ate at BanQuet. WOW I like the Ayam Panggang Rice set. Very yummeh! Very nice. We were so tired and exhausted, we slept in the bus on the way home :D

THANK YOU FADZ FOR TODAY! We should go gym more often. haha okay let's play AUDITION! hehe

2007-04-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

I baked a Chocolate cake! Yummmehh~ I love the crust part.
I don't really like the inside part because it's too soft. I thought it would be kinda chewy..
I was actually expecting my cake to taste like brownies.

I feel like sharing some pics today so.. this is my room!
Before:

After:

Random pics. I wanna try using a different style to line my eyes.
I believe this style will make my eyes LOOK BIGGER.

Watched Stomp The Yard with NurF last Monday after numerous attempts to buy tickets for the movie '300'.
I knew so well that I couldn't get through cos I'm not eighteen YET but I just wouldn't give up.
I really wanted to watch that movie SO badly.
I tried to 'beg' but that guy is a real ______.
HEHE
but anyways Stomp the Yard was really good.
I went home and started whining and complaining.
The next day, after exactly one month the movie 300 was screened in cinemas, I get to watch it in the comfort of my own home.
My bro was so nice to search the web for the movie so I could watch it online.
Hmmm..

Anyhooooo, good news.
My cousin gave birth to a healthy baby boy 2 nights ago.

Bad news.
Ida is back from her trip to Australiaaa.

Anyways, have a greaaaaaaat day people!

I miss my laptop.

2007-04-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

I am back!!
Hahahaha.
Ida's in Australia
Nab's in Thailand
Fadz's working
Joti's schooling
Fiqah's at home.
Others are out there, but
I'm alone!
Hahahaha.
Nab won't be tagging on my tagboard and saying some stupid random stuffs and say that my posts are random. hahaha

Yo people! Guess what...
I read this story. It was a painfully sweet story with those normal romance plot.
Nooooooo I'm not reading it because it's ROMANCE. pffft. hahahaha
But because I find it very interesting so I started reading it.
Then I got hooked on to it.
I was scarred man.
Even though I've finished reading it I still felt like quite sad because the female lead character died in the end.
Then the feeling still lingers in me.
Gossssh I need to let it out so I won't feel so emotional. *breathes in and breathes out*
So, people, next time don't ever read sad meaningful romance stories if you noe you can't take it.
You will feel damn uncomfortable & will think of the story every single minute
and you will feel that burden on your chest
and it will take days for that burden to go away.
I am a NEWBIE so I don't know about all this.
I don't think I will be reading those kinda stories again.
I hope. Hahaha

Anyways!! I'm starting to get random..
you see this guy? cute?

look at him now! not that bad ryte...

this guy cute ryte! well that's 20 years ago

this is him. he's 70 now.

The top guy is Ryan O'neal while the bottom one is Robert Redford.
These guys were the pretty boys who stole your mother's heart and your mother's mother's heart ard 20 to 30 years ago.
They certainly stole my mom's.

anyways, I was browsing through my past pics and had a good laugh when I saw this

A year ago during a seminar at SP or TP forgot alr.
Dayah was kind enough to snap a pic of me sleeping.
I hate attending these kinds of seminar. So boring.
AND FRENCH PLAYS. HAHA

Okay that's all!
My heart is still heavy from the story I read.
I can't get it out of my head!
Help meeeeee~
I want my life to be a fantasy.

2007-03-21T02:53:00.000+08:00

Finally it rained!
after days and days of hot, humid weather, it finally rained.
and I've finished my work for today! Today's work isn't as difficult as the previous ones.
anyways, Ida's goin Australia tmw! that's so cool.. I really want to travel.
If I have the money, I want to travel all over the world. I wanna go to countries like Dubai, Japan, Paris, Canada, Korea, Hong Kong and many many more.
I'm so sick of the heat here that's why I need to experience cold weathers.
I want to play with snow!
I want to experience their nightlife.
& I want to experience everything!

This is Hong Kong by night!

Cherry Blossoms in Japan ! :)

Shanghai

Seoul

and Dubai

oh wait! ANTARCTICA! Happy Feet!

2007-03-21T02:18:00.000+08:00

my brother!
he's sleep-talking! he's mumbling something..
kekekeke!
he's snoring!!
hahaha!

2007-03-20T03:48:00.000+08:00

It's 3.50am now.. & I'm still up doing work for my bro.
The stupid doc keeps jamming up and I had to retsart all over again -_-"
I get tired and tired and weaker and weaker as days go by.
I'll stay up till the mornings to finish up his work.
Getting sick...
Getting really sick.
Hahaha. I've got dark rings under my eyes.
Wanna see? Hahaha.
I want beautiful eyes.
like hers

okay let's zoom in a little

1, 2, 3.. WOAAAHHHH!
Kate Bosworth

Looked close enough?

Yehhh.. she has eyes with two different colours.
And not forgetting.. the famous 12 year old Afghan girl with amazing beautiful eyes. This is her, Then & Now (17 years later I think)

Wanna zoom a little on the eyes?

HAH! I envy them :(

2007-03-14T12:10:00.000+08:00

so I didn't do that badly for my exams.. not that good either. it was quite average? haha but my GPA dropped by freaking 0.2! but it's okay.. I PASSED ALL MODULES! haha that's the most impt part for me. I can always buck up next year. hehe

well anyways, I applied for a job last night but I still havent recieved any calls from them yet :(
I'm so bored...

Oh yeah! the other day I went to Melaka! did I tell you guys? No? well now I'm telling! I went with IDSY, my aunt and other serious MAKCIKS.
It was fun, yeah it was! it was an educational trip too. haha
we got to learn more about bees? & chocolates.. and MELAKA itself.. and what more? Shopping? hehe!
went to the bee farm & Ida tasted the apple honey. she likes honey. ewwww. she bought one fr herself & I bought one fr my dad.
BUT THE BEST PART OF THE WHOLE THING WAS SHOPPING!!
we dint have that much time left to shop, but we just browsed through the stuffs there. we realised that the best place to go shopping is definitely SINGAPORE.
but I bought this garnier thing fr the eye. they say the results will be visible by day 28.. so I'm waiting till the end of this month to see if my eye condition has improved!
okay then we ate this ice-cream with brownies thing. It was nice man. bt not as nice as B&J lah. haha
as usual we camwhored throughout the whole journey. we used up like almost 3/4 of the memory.
I get to experience night time in M'sia.it's very dark there at night.. bt quite windy. and there were lots & lots of stars! the stars look like shiny diamonds scattered over the blue velvet sky.. AHHH...
the last stop was at a house selling 'kerepeks'. I should've have bought the stuffs there instead of buying it from convenience stores. didn't have enough money to buy the stuffs there fr my mum so me & ida went to taste the food samples there. Then we saw a frog and a rat. haha
Ouh yeah! I completely skipped the Hi-Tea part!
Yes, yes. we had Hi-Tea for lunch. we can pick any amount of food from the buffet table so as always, IDA being IDA, went to pick every different kind of deserts on the desert table.
we took pics of our food. there were nasi goreng, fish & chicken on my plate while there were nasi goreng , fish and bee hoon on Ida's plate. we had choc, honey dew & *dunno* pudding on one plate, choc cake with cherry on top, pineapple pie & raspberry jelly on another plate, and the nutritious watermelon, rockmelon & honeydew slices on the last place. nyum2!
but they served us plain water that taste like tap water, the one they lent to us. yes.
so, the journey back wasn't really spent on playing Ida's PSP but we shared ghost stories. I brought my poker cards & we also played hand clapping ames to entertain ourselves.
OUH YEAHH.. forgot to tell you guys.. there's this lady.. she's like fricken large & she wears a G-STRING!!! PUAHAHAHAHA!! she wore white pants that day then when she stood up we can see her white G-STRINGSS!!! It was so unsightly. heaheahea. Ida! should've taken a pic of it. haha.

so! Ida has all the pictures! like I said before & I'll say it again, if I remembered to post up the pics, I will. haha. so that's all!

*SHeeeeeeesh. the person still haven't call yet. I'm soooo uselesss!!*

2007-03-05T19:30:00.000+08:00

ahh.. I'm separated from my laptop again :(
this time it's for 2 weeks.
I miss her. yes it's a her. haha.
she is a Compaq.

You know Compaqs.
They get spoiled easily.
But my baby has been behaving very good since.
Her keyboard letters thing don't fall out much like other Compaqs.
Hers fell out once, but you can always stick them back.
She was always there when I needed someone to talk to.
She became my best friend.

But one unfortunate day, a very stupid and disgusting virus named Trojan attacked her.
Trojan used to be her very best friend, because he helps to remove other viruses and threats.
But he betrayed her.
I felt sad. She felt sad too.
I tried many ways to save her but to no avail. :(
Many doctors tried to help but they want money.
They need me to subscribe to them so they can perform their operations on her.
But I didn't want to.
So,
She became weaker and her brain functions really, really slow.
Sometimes she will go crazy but I patiently stood by her side.
Sometimes I really want to hit her head because she's too slow but I held back my anger.
Sometimes I will accientally-on-purpose hit her, but I felt guilty after that.

I hope there are doctors out there who could help fix her.
and I wish to see her get better.

2007-03-01T17:54:00.001+08:00

ughh... how unreasonable can parents be! my parents lack understanding and trust in me. now I'm observing how my family members interact with each other today. yeah today cos it's my bro's bdae.

so far, they are being super nice to him and treating me like shit on the other hand. how unfair can that be? like sorry for not finding jobs sooner, and rotting at home, but it's not like I've got other things to do. and it's not like I've been lazy to find jobs.

& now my bro is hanging around me like a monkey. it's so uncomforatble & I'm so pissed at how much luxury he gets everytime his birthday comes. my parents don't treat me to nice things or nice compliments. like 'sorry for being your daughter'.. pfft.

& guess what! I woke up early today. my bro's friends came over and I had to practically clean up the whole house after they left. like when do you see me being so hardworking and cleaning up the whole house on my own accord? yeah I do that often it's just that my parents don't see it. -_- & they keep putting me down everytime they are unhappy with something.

yeah, I woke up early today and they don't even say anything abt it. I slept with like 3 alarm clocks bcos I seriously wanna wake up early, and it's a great achievement for me! I cleaned up the house, cooked for myself and when I was using the comp for a few minutes , they reached home. instead of asking, they immediatley lashed out at me. they always catch me red-handed using the comp but it's not like I've been using it for the past 4 hours or so.

how would you feel? I definitely felt ignored & pissed. whatever I say don't make sense to them; they just won't listen! arghh *kill*kill*kill*

anyways, no matter how bad I'm feeling now, I'm still a good sister.

Happy 20th Birthday, Malik!

You've finally left teenagehood, but yet to enter adulthood. So you're neither an adult nor a teenager. MUAHAHA. you`re like torn in btw.
Alright, this is when you're finally become wiser and more matured, and you have to bear much heavier responsibilities.
Don't act like a kid and *Weekkk, weeekk, weeeekk!!* when mommy's not at home or you dnt get what you want.
Find a girlfriend soon.
Hope your wishes and dreams come true. Stay cute! >.<

Best wishes;
Ida! (your one &only cute &adorable sister)

2007-02-27T01:12:00.000+08:00

finally I changed to the new blogger! heh :)
just got back from the pit at East Coast with the useless friends. hahaha HEAR THAT ?!?!? USELESS!! hahaha kidding~

you guys rock my world man. 5 years of friendship.. BFF!! haha. I felt like I grew up with them. even though we weren't in the same class in sec 2, 3 & 4, we still hung out together. this pit was rather meaningful, cos this was the time we get to catch up with each other. the only 1e4 members who weren't there were Adel, Shaz & Joti.

before I left, Hamdan asked around. "What did you achieve in these 5 years?"
Hamdan - NCC
Irwan - His band
Ida & Fadz - Dunnoe. (Haha!)
Me - You wonderful people (which Hamdan just had to comment & make me change my min abt them! XD)
Zainab - Netball!
Fi - (they were joking around so I dint hear his reply.)
Seha - *obscene* LOL

hehe. It was fun jus nw. everyone was shouting and screaming at each other as though we are all DEAF. Hamdan got the honour of doing the grilling, but he sucked at it! We wasted alot of prawns & fillets & he is the worst background singer ever! haha. as usual, plyed taiti, blackjack & STRESS!! haha I'm strating to fall in love with STRESS! so fun! ^^

they are still having fun there at East Coast BBQ pit 36! So come down there NOW if you guys wana eat the food, but must pay 10 bucks! haha.

* I found out that guys are better gossipers than girls. even though their gossipings are not as powerful as ours, they are still rather good!

2007-02-17T19:22:00.000+08:00

People!!! GUESS WHAT!!!

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES' DAY!

MUAHAHAHAHA! Yeh I am like 3 days late.

well how did I spend my Valentines' Day?? FINISHING MY LAST PAPER!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!! hahahaa I dont knoe why I am soundin so evil.

haha anyways! before that I sacrificed my study time to meet my Valentinos - FiFi, IrWie & NabBie! I was late but they thought I took the MRT so they were like looking at the panel screen and pointing and wondering why I'm not here yet. it was quite cute how Fifi put his fingers to his bottom lip and have that wondering look on his face LOLOLOLOL.

hahaha spent like what, 15 mins with them? talked abt the upcoming chalet gathering (!) can't wait~ it's on 26 Feb. ryte? till the 28th I think. yay can meet everyyyone & play Murderer & Taiti. hahaha those coming please bring more games okay! I'll supply the cards.

So, for Valentines' Day, din't spend it with my loved ONE but my loved ONES! Don't need to spend Valentines' Day with boyfriends or whoever. this is like the 'eating-excessive-chocolate & flowers-soon-to-wither' day. you will only grow FAT and your flowers will stink!!! HAHAHAHA anyways, received a Toblerone from Cassie & a chocolate from Aeen! thanks you guys!

Went Sentosa yesterday~ It was raining but Kak Aisyah & I like heck care and bathed in the rain. It felt like having those aromatherapy when we floated on our back and feel the rain pitter-pattering on our face and body. You guys should try one day. It's damn relaxing. But we were like the only persons in the water and everyone was like staring at us. hahaha. there were alot of seaweeds in the water and you can feel them tangling around your ankle. GROSS. hahaha will post up the pics soon. that is if I remember.

so now that my 2 MONTHS VACATION has finally started, I can continue to get addicted to watching videos and playing BATTLEFIELD ALL DAY! I need to clean up my room. & find a job. my bro is like 'paying' me to clean up his room. what do you think I should ask from him??? ........BEN & JERRY'S?? OKAYY!!!

2007-02-01T13:43:00.000+08:00

Awesome popping video. IMO the first girl is rather good. & the smaller guy is also awesome.

Should be revising now bt I feel like I need to relax & chill out first. haha. :)

2007-01-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

& so they distributed our year 2 timetable. Year 2. Time flies very fast. Soon I'll be in 2A02, not 1A02. I've got to familiarize with the new class so next year, I wont keep writing down or telling pple "Oh, I'm from ECH 1A02."

I've got so much to clear for this year before moving on to the next, especially paying my library fines. I had to beg the librarian to not fine me cos I accidentally left my books in the library & apparently someone borrowed MY book while the other one went missing IN the library. She was kind enough to search that one book for me & officially check it out for me. I currently have 2-3 fines that are -thank god- quite affordable. But I'll need 2 weeks of savings to pay for my public library book fines.

I'm still not ready to proceed to the next level. I have to adapt to these changes quickly so I wont lose out in class. There will definitely be MORE papers, MUCH MORE assignments & MUCH MUCH MORE pressure! I'm still holding on to this course. There's no way I'm letting it go, & there's no way I'm going to surrender just yet. I'll just have to keep going & keep fighting~

2007-01-30T15:49:00.000+08:00

& did ya watch GoL yest? it was a cool last-episode-show. Rozz had botox & a plumper upper lip bt I still prefer her 'before' look. looking at the needle poking thru her lips makes me go "AAWWRHH!!" I think it's gonna hurt real real bad.. I'm never goin to expose my face to these kinds of things. Oh well, looking forward to RENO 911 tonight! I starting to love the show! <3

2007-01-30T14:28:00.000+08:00

Went out with Idz the other day. Gossip... Gossip... & Gossip! Sorry victims! We've got a lot to catch up on & talk abt. She's the information & news provider while I'm the "expander". Hahaha. While we were eating at LJS, Hamdan suddenly appeared! He is so matured lah now.. Much taller, macho-er.... & double-chin. HAHA! sorry dawg! you said I've gained some weight. It's NOT true! I've "puffed" up abit cos I havent been exercising.. But I dnt think I've gained some pounds!

Then we went to relive our childhood @ Toys'R'us! Idz had a deprived childhood when she was young so I, as an early childhood educator (cheyyy wahahahahha), helped to make her feel young again! Hahahaha! :) We laughed & screamed & insulted & disturbed each other. Missed the good ol' days mannnn :(

Ouh yeah! & we went arcading! played the lame shooting game. we totally prefer the one at ViVo.. xtra fun, worth our money.

&& HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO THESE 4 PPLE!

DaDsie - 19th Jan
Idzzie - 23 Jan
Tahirah - 23 Jan
&& JJ! - 26 Jan

did I miss anyone?? o_O

guess what! I have a thing for totally shiny botak head guys. I dunno why I find botak guys cute. but he ain't just cute. he's hot. nawwwww he's just sooooo.... sooooo!! __________.

2007-01-14T14:43:00.000+08:00

It's been a longgggggggg time since I last checked my friendster AND MySpace. was thinking of closing down both since I've got no time to write testiS & comments for pple [I can't even handle my blog!]

Checked them a few hours ago. Was shocked! All the past memories began to flood my mind. Saw about 9 testimonials from friends. And the most shocking thing is that, my pri school friends still remember me! & also my birthday. How sweet!

Thank you so much for remembering my birthday even though we have slightly lost contact with each other after 5 years. :)

So I am still considering on whether to delete my accounts. MySpace or Friendster? Friendster or MySpace? Help me I'm so indecisive!

Alrite. Ery wants to go home. Ery's sleepy. Ery's super cranky. Ery's super duper hungry.
Ugh! So not in the best mood. & I feel so -unclean!- Why? Because I dint wash my hair today!

2007-01-14T14:08:00.000+08:00

that's ME!: How the colours gradually change :)

Awwww~ Ain't that shweeeeet? Ery is, but not IDA. haha. Later I'll do some with Fadz, FiQah, Joti, & Co.

WANTED! REWARD: BOOZE. Haha. I think if no reward is given, people will still search for me, the ONE nad ONLY ERY!! [next time I put Ida's face on a Bull's Eye]

Was bored so did all this. IT'S NO PS-ED OK! used MS Office Picture Manager & MS Powerpoint. I'm just a beginner, but naturally born with these abilities. AHAHHAHAHA. stop self-praising lah Eryyy XD You guys must be puking now.

Behold the next heir to the HENRY throne, the CUTEST & AWESOME-ST biatch,

ERY HENRY II!!

2007-01-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

I came across this website when I was searching for something else. The stuffs here are really funny & super slenge lah! I picked out some. So,
Have a great laugh. Enjoy :)

Part One
Listed below are excerpts from a book called "Disorder in the Court."
Things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now
published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm and keeping
a straight face while these exchanges were actually taking place.

Q: Now doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep, he
doesn't know about it until the next morning?
___________________________________________________
Q: The youngest son, the 20-year old, how old is he?
___________________________________________________
Q: Were you present when your picture was taken?
__________________________________________________
Q: Can you describe the individual?
A: He was about medium height and had a beard.
Q: Was this a male or a female?
_________________________________________________
Q: Were you alone or by yourself?
_________________________________________________

Part Two
Some things I hate about everyone

1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually.

3. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?".

4. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?".

Part Three
THE FOLLOWING ARE ACTUAL STATEMENTS FOUND ON INSURANCE FORMS WHERE CAR DRIVERS
ATTEMPTED TO SUMMARIZE THE DETAILS OF AN ACCIDENT IN THE FEWEST WORDS POSSIBLE.
THE INSTANCES OF FAULTY WRITING SERVE TO CONFIRM THAT EVEN INCOMPETENT WRITING
MAY BE HIGHLY ENTERTAINING!

Coming home I drove into the wrong house and collided with a tree I don't
have.

A pedestrian hit me and went under my car.

The guy was all over the road. I had to swerve a number of times before I hit
him.

In an attempt to kill a fly, I drove into a telephone pole.

To avoid hitting the bumper of the car in front, I struck the pedestrian.

The pedestrian had no idea which direction to run, so I ran over him.

HAHA that's all for now. Have to finish up my assignment. turrah~

VIVO PICS (the day I lost my virginity. HAHA)

NEW YEAR PICS

FIREWORKS :)

2007-01-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year 2007!

So, have you completed your New Year resolutions? Have you done what needs to be done? If you haven't and you KNOW you will never do it, then don't make a whole list of them next year.

For this year, my resolutions need not be done physically. It is to be done whole-heartedly and sincerely.

This year I want to cherish and treasure the moments I spent last year, whether it's bitter or sweet.
I want to learn from my mistakes and hope I won't make the same mistakes again.
I want to learn to be a better person.
I want to love & support those who needs them, & give them the best.
&.. I want to learn to love.

So! Hope your New Year will be wonderful.
Open your heart & forgive those you couldn't forgive in the past.
Support those who needs your support; you couldn't possibly watch them fall.
& treasure and cherish all the people around you and the memories you've created with them.

Remember, I Love You! & You are all beautiful.

2006-12-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

after talking on the fone with Nima, I managed to catch 'Girls Out Loud'. This is the first time I'm watching it, so I thought it's gonna be the bitchy2 type of show. but when I watched it, I started to love the show! it's so funny lah. I really enjoyed it. i mean, not only me. My bro too. he was laughing along. we find both of them like paris & nicole. dnt mean to offend Wendy, but I find her like dumb blonde, but dumb as in a funny way. her actions are sweet and cute and funny. love her singlish accent! the other girl is very cool. they are just so funny. my bro & I enjoy watching it, & looking forward to next wk's episode! *two thumbs up!*

jus finished eating -toasted bread tuna- mmmmmm!MmMm!! so nice~ ate 3 slices. wakakakaka. tmw must hit the gym!

PEACE!

2006-12-16T19:59:00.000+08:00

yey! this is my 100th post! alright.. jus came back from this freaking French play. omg. don't ever ever attend French plays.
1) you don't understand what the hell they are talking about and
2) it's so boring!

seriously, this lady sitting in front of me was like sleeping, and I thought she was being quite disrespectful. but a while later you can see my head swaying from left to right. haha. can't help it, it's so boring. but we took lotsa pics (I think) so if Ida upload it then I will post it here k! so we left for Newton Circus, but the food haven't ready yet. then lost our way. haha kecoh sia. we then had late lunch at Far East. ate SLOW food! seriously, there are so many M&Ms. haha. Mat & Minah. alot ah. haha Ida's Claypot rice is like Chicken Rice. so nice~ mine's so damn tasteless lah. met fadz there! walk2 around.. finding accessories ar.. I wan a necklace, hairband blablabla the list goes on. arghh I'm broke. go find work! go find work!

2006-12-08T16:57:00.000+08:00

wow! lotsa stuffs happened today. it started off as a bad, bad morning. ughhh I was already late for school and I'm still searching for my EZ-link!! damn it I so need a wallet. but later if I lost my wallet then everything inside it will also be lost, so better don't use kay. then.. yeah.. was 1/2 hour late for lesson. tahirah worse sia, she came at like almost ten, cos she thought lesson starts at ten.

funny right.

then!returened my 2 days overdue book to the library, and wanted to relax there for a while. read some books then this lady made an announcement saying that FUTON, an international band from thailand, will be at the library at around 12.30! yeh. since I was there, why not wait for them. so, read up about Muay Thai kickboxing. haha cool. wanna learn someday. then @ 12.30 saw FUTON! okay lah the band members from far look quite cute. snap some photos of them, from far. haha. don't dare go near.

[ouh yeah! my bro brought home his camera! so, took it to school to camwhore! so happyy~! *clap clap clap*]

yeah then left for home. took the bus. HAHA then something stupid happened. as usual I would sleep in the bus all the way to hougang. then dunno the stupid busdriver go stupidly swerve the bus then my head hit the window sia. not pain uh, but embarassing sia! I was like "owww..." okay go back to sleep. this is not the first time you know.

Case #1

- in the train. sitting at the 2 seats. sleeping. suddenly the idiot train go brake, my head hit the thing we rest our head on. loud sia the "BAKK!". paiseh paiseh. sleep back.

Case #2

- in train again. now not seating at the 2 seats one. more embarassing kay. sleeping. I feel my head sway from left to right. then left to right. then the train brake again! one solid "BAK!" can be heard. open my eyes. people looking. okay paiseh nothing happen. sleep back.

Case #3!!!

- in bus! sleeping!!! my head sway sway sway then kena the window ughhh luckily I have to alight at the next stop. paiseh paiseh -_-" HAHA.

ouh yeah another embarassing moment in school was when I forgot to zip up my pants! then the flyer was like hanging there obscenely. damn embarassing sia. and it's not once or twice that it happened you know. and it's not many times either. about 3-4 times. hahahaha. oh my god! I can't take any of this embarassment anymore!!! help me I'm so forgetful I even forget to zip up my pants after using the toilet.

2006-12-07T18:14:00.000+08:00

& yes fiqah! my blogg is aliveeee!! hahaha. yayy!! my last assignment is due tomorrow! i've done my CS, only left to snap a photo of it.. YAYYY!! can enjoy. oh yeah, btw today no lessons! hahahahahahahahahahaha can sleepp~ tmw got only 2 hrs of lessons. wow wow~ i'm so bored... i need a camera.. not to camwhore.. but to take a picture of my artwork! ahhh. tmw i blog again lah! buSY~~ byebye!

2006-12-04T18:05:00.000+08:00

ahhh~ CHN is over. CHN was soooo boring everyone started to doze off. now i'm at the atrium! having early dinner with Dee! we will wait till 7 and proceed up to the library to finish our BIG BOOK! so tired. seriously, soooo sleepy. =(

2006-12-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

just came back from PS! hella tired. searched the whole of spotlight for a perfect cloth for my spider! bt luckily mommayyy was there. she knows what is suitable for a spider. after that we tested the pillows. woahh~ so soft and comfy! then I was eyeing on this cute beanbag. hurhur. I want it! I want new curatin, new pillow, new bed, new cupboard, new paint, new carpet, new bookcase and a whole new refreshing look!! I WANT IT!! haha.

okay so there's still transition, big book and CS.
I hope I can finish my assignments before tuesday!

To NIMA:

on the 24th we have a wedding invitation at KL!
go okay?
me you my mommay ur mommay.
we take train at night then we stay in hotel okay?
okay set.
LOVE YA!

2006-12-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

okay, so I haven't be updating for like one and a half months. but who cares? you can always stare at my beautiful new skin! HAH! it's nice isn't it! i love the butterflies and when you hover over it, it changes colour!!! HAHAHA. a guy designed the skin. didn't know he knows what girls like. but you can detect some ruggedness in this skin. HAH.

so much have been happening, so many assignments to hand in. this week we had to hand in 3 assignments, but because one girl broke down in front of my lecturer, the dateline was extended to next wednesday. so, there are another 3 assignments due next week. ahhhh~ so stress.

well! yesterday morning i had meeting with Dee. we didn't manage to finish our big book and she is so stressed! DON'T BE STRESSED, DIANA! so i spent 20 minutes of my life at the JAM 'N' HOP event at TP that night to relax and unwind. met some of fad'z friend. very friendly. it was fun there. reached home at about 11.30. yeah.

especially for EEFAH,

Happy 17th Birthday!

sorry I couldn't make it on friday cos I had totally forgotten about it!
hope I could make it up to you.
i'm really, really sorry.
take care.
PEACE.

2006-10-24T02:58:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

2006-10-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

just now went to break fast with ma bitches~ at Sakura at CT hall. fadz already book a table. cool dood! Fiqah missed out on all the fun and food lar! we ordered quite a lot.

Thai Fried Rice
Baby Squid
Sambal Prawn
some Kangkong
Wanton
and not forgetting... HOTPLATE BLACKPEPPER CHICKEN!

lol. bt before that I met up with fadz at p.ris then went shopping at Bugis. woah gerek sia. just bought a pair of jeans. then hunted the whole place for bags. I couldn't make up my mind on whether to get a sling bag or a shoulder bag. lol. then met Ida n Joti lar. Ida bought a small bag and tried to fit her laptop in. I thought it was kinda ridiculous BUT! can fit ar sia! hahaha. yey~ she's so overjoyed.

ouh yeah! I found out that when two human get overjoyed and excited, try to brush your arm against each other's. then you will feel like static electricity lyk that. cool right!! lol. then on the way back me, Fadz and Ida spoke in 2 different languages. Korean and Japanese. lol. It was loike madness in the cabin.

yeah, I had fun. and I love them muchies. =)

2006-09-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

& yes.
Hady won! =)